Skip to main content

I Think I Should Take Surgery

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

It has been a long time since I thought to take surgery for my chronic palmar hyperhidrosis. It didn't bother me so much before as I can still had my life as usual. Lately, I started to feel annoying however and it affected moiety of my daily activities. Today I had a class of how to perform cannulation. I understood the lesson very well and felt very confident to do the procedures. So when the doctor asked for a volunteer, I felt like being one but due to my watery hands I stepped backward giving way to another person. Same thing happened during the class of CPR.

I can't imagine how to face a real patient and peform many procedures with this kind of hands. Everything may be slippery and infection may also be transmitted. For that reason, I think surgery might be the best. Being bothered by this small thing is just wasting my time. Even Barrack Obama chooses to have only black and grey shirts in his wardrobe to free his mind from being bothered by small stuffs. Piles of works are waiting.



Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

The Road Not Taken

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Me 2: I wanna go somewhere else. Me 1: Where do you wanna go? Me 2: Panorama. Me 1: Ain't you have to go to SQ? Me 2: Hmm. Yeah, probably. Me 1: Then what's the problem? Me2: The problem is I wanna go to Panorama. Me 1: -_-"

Milestones in Life

We all have milestones in life. From the moment we got out of our mothers' womb, we already had out first milestone, which is moving from womb to world. From that moment onwards, we start crying, sitting, crawling, walking, running and speaking. Then, entering school, college and the list goes on. These milestones actually help us focus and play a role as a motivation for us to reach them. If none of these milestones existed, life would be dull and nonexiciting as we had nothing to look for in short time. However, they are not the end of the story. Instead, just footsteps to reach the final goal. For me as a muslim, my final goal is the hereafter. All of the things I might encounter in this world are not the ultimate goal. "Know that that the life of this world is but amusement and diversion.." (Al-Hadid:20). Knowing this fact is extremely important as to make us realise where to put things on its place accordingly. Believe me, those milestones will keep changing

Final Year

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم New semester is going to start in two weeks. It is my final year of medical school in foreign land. To express the feeling, it is a mixture of happy and grief. Happy for being a step closer before having an MBBCh, grief for leaving this land soon. Having a glance at what has happened through these five years, it gives me so much memories, good and bad. The plan I sketched during my first year currently makes me astonished for I was being too ambitious. Yeah, you know first year is the time where everything seems possible to achieve. Now, it is final year. Too much things to do, too less time left. That is where the dilemma comes. Where do I need to focus on? If everyhing is done, nothing will be achieved. The fact that this might be the last chance for me being in a foreign land, I cannot waste my time doing things that will not add to my take home supply before going back for good. Finishing job is much harder than starting it.