Life | Notion | Future

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم For me, the biggest challenge in dakwah is to face people with different kind. Everybody always has particular preferable kind of people. In dakwah, we need to face all people regardless their types. And to be a good muslim, we have to be patient. Some are easy to be managed, some are moderate and some are very troublesome. Since I was not raised in comfort, somehow it makes me feel hard to face a pampered kind person that is very sensitive and always playing with emotions. I here am talking about men, not women which of course decorated with even more emotions. But then the wrong is always needed to be sent back to the way I am dealing with them. It is of course not an easy thing. Ego has to be put aside to give way to heart to take its place and accept everyone as he is. 

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Children are innocent and they are very honest in doing anything. Their thoughts are away from modern contamination. That what makes dealing with them very amusing. I met this one little girl undergoing dialysis theraphy. She gently greeted me despite being apparently lethargic. Another one I met was sarcoidosis suspected little girl happily playing around hospital ward and smiled each time I gave "come here" sign. What a pleasure being kids. They do not have much to think.

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Afternoon nap often gives me weird dreams. Few days before, I had a patriotic dream. What does that suppose to mean? It was just very random. In an unknown location, there was this one middle age girl asked me, "How do you contribute to your country?" I answered, "To serve the people and country as a kind of reciprocation for everthing they have given me." It woke me up and made me think for a moment. That is how my life should be. Serve people and be beneficial to others.