Monday, 20 November 2017

0 Of Marriage

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

From the first time I had the intention to end my single life, few years back, until this day, my view on marriage is always evolving. Being a teenager at the age of early 20s, what drived me was merely a blank desire without clear aim. I felt getting married at young age was cool, reflecting maturity of a guy without realising how immature I was at that time.

In the middle of the way, there was always something preventing me from going further. If it was not from my side, it was from the other. I kept trying and finding solutions after solutions. I met many persons. From friends, ustaz to even a syariah lawyer to get some opinions. 

But then, light was still not on my side as if He wanted to tell me that it was not the right time. Now I realise that it really was not. What I did was just to get it done, not to get it done right. As marriage is not simply saying the word 'I accept'. It is too difficult to think about. To be responsible of a woman who has been finely treated by her family for years.

How could someone be responsible of other if he could barely carry his own responsibilities?

How many couples out there who immaturely get married and raise children while they are lacking of finance, knowledge and responsibility?

Till the day come, there are plenty of things need to be worked on. I wish I had enough time to do so.

Monday, 30 October 2017

0 Idea

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Idea comes and goes. It may come at an unexpected time like in a toilet, during prayer, eating or sometimes when reading other's Whatsapp status. In fact, most great ideas, in my personal experience at least, get into mind during these unexpected trivial events. When I tried hard to find an idea, it would not come.

When you get the idea, swiftly find a pen and a paper to write it down. If not today, it would be useful on one fine day. Don't belittle any idea no matter how silly it may look. It may seem to be silly to others because it is beyond average intelligence. Who knows. Express your ideas. Don't be afraid to explore your mind.

Monday, 9 October 2017

0 Reading

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Reading is the message of the very first revelation.


First usually indicates an important message. Reading adds knowledge, opens mind, improves understanding, so does it build wisdom. Depending on situation, it can be a joy or a dull. When reading because of living, it is a joy. It can be a dull when it is just for an exam. The difference is apparent. The latter reason is stressful, hoping for a quick ending.

At the end of the day, exam is inevitable as a part of academic life. Every success man has to go through it before having any achievement. 

Suffer and pain. If not now, it will come later.

Sunday, 8 October 2017

0 Midnight

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

It is already 12.00 am and my eyes are still widely open. Too many thoughts running in mind. Exam, family, life, future. There is a say that when the reality is greater than the dream, one could never close his eyes. 

But right now, the reality is, the dream is better. 

Wednesday, 27 September 2017

0 Sincerity Will Appear

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Few news about death this week. This time, however, is not just merely a news. The one I did not get the chance to get acquainted with but has certainly given a significant hit in my life. I believe, he never expected to encourage and enlighten so many people, as he has done right now, before he passed away. His sincerity does the job. 

وقل اعملوا فسيرى الله عملكم ورسوله والمؤمنون

And say, do as you will, for Allah with see your deeds, and so will His messenger and the believers.

Nothing is possible when it comes to orders from The Almighty. As long as the sincerity is there, and it is done in the framework of sharia, it will be accepted, even if there is few mistakes in the middle of the track.

The message is clear, that the world is temporary, but the consciousness is still not completely there.

Friday, 22 September 2017

2 A Question With No Answer

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

I always wonder, why akhawat always outnumber ikhwah, in every ocassions and localities. The question is frequently asked but never being answered seriously. I don’t think it is just about personality difference. Planning, commitment, brotherhood, seriousness. All of them should be considered. I don’t know until when this question will be asked and answered with the same script, or even worse be made as a joke.

Letting go a responsibility is a relief when you have done it great. Otherwise, it is a burden that will make you fell  unsatisfied.

Sunday, 17 September 2017

0 The Day

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

On this day, 24 years ago, I was born in a hospital in a small town in a state named Selangor. My family has always been telling me that celebrating particular date is not as important as making a progress in life. It is not necessarily to be celeberated, but more vitally as a reminder that aging is taking its process.

I still am learning and trying to be a good human being, minimising mistakes, asking forgiveness for all mistakes done.


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