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Getting Older

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

When I was a junior in secondary school, I was afraid to get older. I didn't want to hold many responsibilities and wanted to just play happily with my friends. I didn't want to leave my school and friends. But then after being a senior and 'graduated', I realized that the best moment in school was during form 5. It was the maturity made it a joy, knowing what to do and why I did it. That's the ultimate perk.

In my university years, I had wanted from the first day to be a senior. Haha. I was thinking being a junior made me couldn't do many things. I had to 'respect' the seniors and to 'follow' what they told me to do. Junior kot. After some times, I didn't care about those things. I just did what I wanted, ignoring people around me. Unfortunately, that was my biggest mistake. I ignored people around me and arrogantly thought that I was the only one who knew everything. Lulz. Sakai.

That's life. It changes. The most important thing is what you learn from the past. If I am given a chance to go back to the past, the only reason I would do so is to refrain myself from doing sins and not to pollute my thought with negative thinking. Other than that is not worthy. I don't want to lose all the precious experiences I had. Those are the most valuable properties I have that have shaped myself today.

Today is 17 September 2014. 21 years before at 0930, I was born into this world. Alhamdulillah for all the ni3mah given by Him and always gives me chances to repent from all the sins I made.



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