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Sometimes You Just Need To Be Alone

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

The time when you don't want to be disturbed, you want to make your own stuffs without any help or others concern. It is not that you don't accept others kindness or being selfish on yourself nor feeling independent. It is just the need to be alone, calming yourself from the outside world and taking some moment to rearrange and stack things all over again. Those things are only can be made alone. 

At that moment, people should understand and avoid from disturbing you. However life doesn't go like that. You can't be selfish and expect others to understand you. First is to understand before being understood. Unless it is life involved, you have to prioritize others. But again life doesn't ideally be like that. You just can't be very nice all the time. There is still a time when you become selfish despite many bad things might happen.

Ramadhan should educate you to be a better person. If it is not this time, when it would be?

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Today is the anniversary of Morsi's oust. Streets are busy with marches. I have katibah tonight at Nasr City but the situation seems not too good for me to go there. So let's having katibah at home. Hehe. Please pray for Egypt and currently-attacked Gaza and Syria. Allahumman surhum 3anil kafirin.






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