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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم For me, the biggest challenge in dakwah is to face people with different kind. Everybody always has particular preferable kind of people. In dakwah, we need to face all people regardless their types. And to be a good muslim, we have to be patient. Some are easy to be managed, some are moderate and some are very troublesome. Since I was not raised in comfort, somehow it makes me feel hard to face a pampered kind person that is very sensitive and always playing with emotions. I here am talking about men, not women which of course decorated with even more emotions. But then the wrong is always needed to be sent back to the way I am dealing with them. It is of course not an easy thing. Ego has to be put aside to give way to heart to take its place and accept everyone as he is. 

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Children are innocent and they are very honest in doing anything. Their thoughts are away from modern contamination. That what makes dealing with them very amusing. I met this one little girl undergoing dialysis theraphy. She gently greeted me despite being apparently lethargic. Another one I met was sarcoidosis suspected little girl happily playing around hospital ward and smiled each time I gave "come here" sign. What a pleasure being kids. They do not have much to think.

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Afternoon nap often gives me weird dreams. Few days before, I had a patriotic dream. What does that suppose to mean? It was just very random. In an unknown location, there was this one middle age girl asked me, "How do you contribute to your country?" I answered, "To serve the people and country as a kind of reciprocation for everthing they have given me." It woke me up and made me think for a moment. That is how my life should be. Serve people and be beneficial to others.

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Childhood memory always becomes very nostalgic and amusing each time it crosses my mind. Living as  budak kampung was a very missing moment. Without getting busy with social media made friends and neighbourhood important and significant. Weekend was the most awaited time to play and do silly things. Ah.. what a memory. I miss my childhood friends. We spent a lot of time together. The budak kampung generation in this village is no more present. Many new family migrating to this village, cutting trees, burrying lombong , building new houses. Our playground are no longer exist. The new generation's relationship is not like us before. They do not even know who live next to their houses. Everybody settles in the house, busy with facebook and whatsapp. Surau is only filled with above-50's generation. A very sad yet real fact. What makes me sadder is that when I meet my childhood friends, besides calling me ustaz , they have been different. We had s

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم A very dangerous yet prevalence disease in social media which is generalization. Taking from a single doubtful source is not the way to judge someone. It must be otherwise taken from different trusted sources. The most untrusted source is something originated from an opposition of a party about the opposed party. Do not always trust what is told about UMNO from PAS and vice versa. In this case, judging people, we need to be very particular. Have a sound mind away from any inclination to a particular party. It is almost impossible actually to have nil inclination, but it needs to be controlled as to not being bias and to be rational enough. That is what a truth seeker does. No matter from where it comes, truth is always truth. A good way of delivering facts is perfectly shown in Al-Quran. When it named a group with a particular name, it did so by limiting people included in the group so as to not putting someone in the group he or she does not belong

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Before facing or dealing with a foe, the most important thing is to make sure that the foe is a real foe, not a misinterpreted one. A foe must be comprehensively defined as to not discriminate anyone. The worst definition of a foe is anyone who is different from us in any means. Like the famous ex-American president George W Bush said whoever is not with me is against me. This kind of notion will just make one having no friends. After finely determining a foe, the point of argument should be ensured. Both parties need to understand the same thing so as to not fighting for different reasons. It is very common to have an argument resulted from different understanding of a particular issue. Like a group of men describing a box seen from different angles. Each sees it from different sides and keeps saying he is right. The truth is everybody is correct in what they see. Then to see if the point of argument can be solved or be ignored. Some disputes are not wo

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم It is the time to change our communication skill to a better one. As everyday we are inevitably going to face people and need to be comunicated with each other physically or verbally, communication is always needed to be improved. The basic general concept for me is to speak good or remain silent just like what the prophet has mentioned. This is the simplest way of improving communication. For example, it is just unnecessary to give an unpleasant comment early in the morning on a person who wears new shirt. His whole day may be affected and he may loose his positive mood. The easier, better way is to just say nothing. Or to sarcastically pointing in public, someone's inability to do things that he or she should have get used of like speaking in Arabic after 5 years staying in Egypt. Those are just unnecessary things without significant reasons to be mentioned. As words of wisdom sounds, words are sharper than swords. It really is. By just changin

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم In doing anything, being moderate is always the best choice available. In medicine, everything has its normal range value. Respiratory rate should be between 12 to 20 per minute to be considered normal. Less than that is called hypopnea, on the other hand hyperpnea if exceeds 20. So does body temperature, blood pressure and pulse. What doctors need to do is to memorize the normal range and to examine patients if their body systems exceed the normal range. However, extremes are present in any community or groups. The only reason is they have no idea as regard the normal moderate behavior they should practice. So instead, they go being extreme. Sometimes, these people are just blindly following their leaders. It is not their fault, some people are born to just be followers. To be moderate, one should know what is normal and what is not or extreme. How can we say a particular action is extreme or normal if we do not know the opposite? In medical school,

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم It is still summer in Egypt. Current temperature is 36 degree celcius. And it is still Eid, streets are quiet from sounds. Usually I can literally hear car horn sound every 5 minutes. It is really unusual. Summer reminds me of a ghazwah (military expedition) called Tabuk, happened in 8th of Hijrah. Although no real fight occured between Islamic troops and Roman, it did play a great role in the history of Islam. If we go seeing date farm during this time, we would notice every single tree is full of dates without any exception. For the people who depend on dates as staple food, it is a big challenge to go for an expedition at this time. The will to sacrifice makes this ghazwah one of the most important event in Islamic history. There was a group of people at that time who did not take part in the ghazwah. They were not actually refused to join, but feeling hard to leave their farms. These people were not ordinary people. One of them was Ka'ab bin Male

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم We all know and hear a qoute saying 'do not work hard, work smart'. It is obviously not easy to do. Work hard is much simpler than work smart. We do not need to think much, just have extra effort and time. To work smart, it needs more than that. Sometimes we do not find an exact ways or formula to do it. All we need are creativity and courage. Smart people work and make decision wisely away from being driven by emotions and society's expectation. They free to do anything. Nothing but themselves control the direction.

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم In any circumstances, rushing never be good. Even in a situation where a decision is needed immediately, rushing still does not have its place. I never believe that I have matured enough to make big decisions and to lead a family. But some decisions I believe that I have made them after being finely discussed and maturely consider all the pros and cons. This time, however, I have been quiet rushing, in making a big decision, although I thought it was good enough. I still could blame some parties for indirectly pushing me. Still learning to be a mature guy. It is undoubtly not easy. May all my premature acts do not leave permanent dissapointments to the people who were involved in the situations. Rabbi yassir.

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Following the norm of a developing country, political stage of my beloved Malaysia is getting hotter and hotter. To make a transition from a stage to a higher stage, instability is inevitable. Historian would not find it interesting to write a journal about Malaysia history if the story line was very simple and predictable just like the Sinetron drama. Just imagine if PR was stable and PAS had no conflict with DAP, General Election 14 result would be very easy to predict, and if a movie was made from it, surely no place for it in the box office. Conflicts and confrontations are normal processes in achieving bigger things. Especially the aim is to build an Islamic nation suitable and inclusive for everybody regardless their races or religions, the tribulations should be more challenging. These conflicts also have revealed the true colors of many people who were formerly hiding in suits of any forms as in robes, turban, songkok or tuxedo. It is easier

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم 17th of Ramadhan. It has been 17 days since the gates of Paradise are opened and the gates of Hell are closed. And it will remain so for about 12 days ahead. The environment in this month is literally superb. Allah's mercy is flooding in the street. Everybody is just feeling happy for no reason. Doing charity is not as hard as in other time. Everything is made easy. It is a miracle given by the only One who can do miracle. However since we are human, it is very normal to get tired and lose stamina. In a 10 km running, the toughest part is in the middle as you just finish a half backbreaking running and have to do it once again. Pain over pain. At that moment, what is most needed is to stay calm and slow down a bit to not get fainted in the middle of the road. The thing is not to stop or else it is almost over as you start walking, it needs a great effort to get back to the phase you had before. Have someone to follow from behind. We do not want to

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم To compare between Egypt and Malaysia, doubtlessly the homeland would be superior in most aspects. However, regarding Ramadhan, Egypt is far better leaving Malaysia. I never understood the meaning of "The Month of Al-Quran" until I came here. Formerly the phrase just lived in tazkirah and articles. The Qiyam prayer (tarawikh) especially is very touching that rarely can be found in Malaysia unfortunately. May this Ramadhan be better than before. May Allah forgive us all. -------------------------------------------------------------- Future is completely blind  to human. We never know, yet may predict, what will happen even a second after. I never thought of studying abroad. Being in the last class in most of the time during secondary school, making studying abroad an utopia for me. Then now I am here thousand miles from homeland. I never thought of speaking Arabic and English in real, not memorizing scripts to be presented in class. Then now I

بسم الله الرحن الرحيم Streets are decorated with  lanterns. Shops and restaurants are being lighten by colorful lights. Mosques are spreading greeting cards titled Ramadhan Kareem Allahu Akram . People are smiling and spreading salam when meet. These are none other than the signs that the awaited Ramadhan is coming! This is the month of Al-Quran, the month of reflection, and the month of good deeds. The ultimate output and reasons of the existence of this one month divine program is to give us a chance to make a change. A change from a good person to the best person beneficial to not just muslim but to all mankind because Islam never came to muslim only yet to every single thing exists in this world. May Allah guide us to go through this Ramadhan with success. Marhaban Ya Ramadhan!

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم It is hard to fly high, being a respected and known person in a society. It is even harder to keep being humble in spite holding those titles. We never know how we are going to behave when blessed with money and positions unless we have them. Having just known by our small society and being pointed as a leader is just very small that we do not have much to lose. Despite criticising corrupt leaders, or even ulama', just be fair to ourselves. Rememeber that we always have 100 percent chance to be like them or even worse when being in their position. Do criticise and reflection. One of the best trait so far I know to be in a best leader is humble. I met that kind of leader and I swear being very happy to work with him. No being-controlled feeling. No hesitation to ask silly questions. No offence in giving any kind of opinions. That is the true leader! To guide not to control. With low wings, everybody or anything can be murabbi. Seniors, juniors, ch

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم It is typical. When something weird, or I may consider it stupid, appears in the social media, it will be undoubtly viral. Dubsmash is the latest I guess. Contrarily, the more important issue like Rohingya refugee becomes the least to be concerned. Poor people. We rather choose to share stupid things. Another viral weird thing is the song Kun Anta . The song is not but the videos of its song cover by girls, especially the tudung labuh girl. Despite the fact that the song has its own quality, it is the girl that makes it viral. Eventually, people start to forget GST, 1MDB and DS Najib issues that they strongly fight against. Humans are easily distracted when they have no clear and ultimate aim to chase. Later, all of these issues will be completely forgotten. After a while another issue will appear. That is how the cycle repeats. We need to choose what to read and to watch. Taking everthing is not the right way.

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Of course we should do that. Rasulullah said that if we want to ask for jannah, ask for the highest. The problem here is to have the determination to stay along the route towards it. I want to graduate with mumtaz, being the best intern, taking MCRP and being a subspecialist doctor by the age of 35. Then to own my own hospital which is the most cozy and comfortable hospital in Malaysia. I also want to do charity, giving free services and help people around. I dream all these. The aim is crystal clear but the path is still dimly lit. The challenge is to create a synergy between the dream and the path to achieve it. Having discussion with experienced people has taught me that learning from others is extremely important as to not wasting time and to be better than the previous generation. We do not want to create a plateau generation, or even worse a declining one. Despite all that, faith is the most important factor. It may sound  cliché but it is like

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Do not estimate the power of focus. A person can only be extraordinarily success when focus is there. Focus in not just a particular time, study for example, but focus as the worldview of life. In life, focus is a need, not a choice. Doing too many things in a time makes none of the single things becomes a revolutionary finding. If we take a close look on the history of Renaissane, the starting point of the success of West world was after the French Revolution in 1789. What happened from that moment was people started to focus on what they were doing. Prior revolution life was restricted by the church. People could not do as they liked and everything just became stagnant. Post revolution revealed an ultimate liberty for the western people and they started to focus their thoughts on physics, economy and politics without being distracted by the church. The very fundamental of our Ad-Deen is the syahadah لا إله إلا الله. Just look at the first thing bef

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم This questions keeps singing in my head. Still I don't know what kind of doctor I want to be or should I be. Being a doctor is tough especially when being a specialist in any critical specialities as Obstetric and Gynaecology, Cardiology and Surgery. One of the biggest concerns is time. Do I just want to be in the hospital serving physically unhealty people all day? When to serve people outside the hospital?  I can't merge those two groups of people, in the hospital and outside the hospital. The population going to hospitals is too small and most of the problem don't originate from these people. Since I am always taught to directly serve people in the society, I just can't imagine how to do so when being inside the hospital most of the time. Of course serving sick people is a very undeniable noble job. Many hadith telling us to visit sick people and give them present. Their prayers are very precious. However, our deen doesn't teac

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم One-week travel with Ust Fadzil feels like living 10 years more. He always had something to tell us. From the first time he joined tarbiyah till he is right now. And the best part is regarding business! Indeed, we don't need to do much mistakes nor trial and error. What we need is to learn from others experience so that we can do much better from them. All of sudden, when I went back home, I felt like being someone else. I just couldn't have the same language as they had. Conversations with them were just like talking to new people. I need to adapt the new language I have right now. Setting > Language > Ikhwah > Friends Loading....

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم At the end of the day, what helps us the most is what we learn, not the result. In fact, mistake usually plays a better teacher than being correct all the time. Just read the stories of great people. Most of them, all of them, actually did mistakes much more than we do before becoming what they are today. What determines a legend is what happens post-mistakes. Few days back, we had a group assignment presentation. Sadly, we did something not related to the title given, early diagnosis of primary open angle glaucoma (POAG). What we did instead was typical diagnosis of POAG. I might be the one first to be blamed, as the role of referring the doctor, Dr Ahmed El Sawy, was on my shoulder but I did not do it well enough. The head of department of department 12 of Ophthalmology, Dr Khalid seemed to not accepting our presentation. He even asked our presenter to stop if the presentation did not corresponding to the title. Things happened and life goes on.

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم People usually tend to fell stress and mad at something when it is against our expectation or interest. It is logic and normal as a human. On the contrary, good things would be percieved well despite being unexpected, even percieved better when it does. If I was asked a question, "what is the most important and valuable thing you got being in tarbiah?", the answer would be the way of perceiving things. Things that have changed my life 360 degree. The rest of the changes, I name them side changes, come after the primary change. The former changes are things that most people, who I believe having sound hearts, are doing for nothing but to treat diseases in the society. The most effective way, however, in treating the diseases is by doing the later changes, the way of perceiving things it is. I used to fell regret being in Egypt, despite it was not my first choice, for stress stimuli are everywhere to trigger me. There are not so much things t

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم One of the most basic yet very important right should be given to others is to fulfill promise especially something related to time. When a date is agreed, then it must be obeyed by everyone involved in it. Since it is related to others right, we might take their time unconsciously. We never know how much they have sacrificed just to be early as agreed. Time is more expensive than gold. Stealing time is a lot worse than stealing gold. And that is the very reason why harisun 'ala waqtihi is there among the ten muwasofat tarbiah.

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Two groups of people who are worth talking with, older people and children. The former group is due to precious experiences they have which never could be find elsewhere. The later is for they are innocent, free from bad thoughts and selfishness. Chatting with coevals would just make me having too much jokes with not so much benefits as the two groups before. Future is one of the most creepy thing in this world. Everybody wants to know what is in front of them in the next 10 or 20 years. The service of tukang tilik  which was(I am not sure today) very famous among Malay emphasizes the fact that everybody wants to know their future. Nobody really cares a lot as regard their past history compared to what is in front of them because they could not change it.  Each time thinking and discussing about future, my plan always changes, not because I am hesitated yet due to refinement of understanding from time to time. Of course it is quite horrible and painf

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Fashion usually gives a false definition on what is actually called needs. Everybody wants to live happily in this world as in fashion designer, businessman, product saler, etc. They promote their products not because they really want to help us having a better life, some may, but to give themselves a better life. They just want money so as they could buy foods, drinks, pay house rent and be happy. If we could think wisely, why things like busana muslimah which is obviously not practically used in normal daily lives is sold and promoted? Oh God, who on earth wants to wear those overatted, abnormal designs. It is designed and made not primarily for the muslimah to cover their aurat or intimate parts. The initial objective is money, yes money. We do not need to follow all kind of mainstream particularly fashion. It steals our money a lot which is better to spend on something else. Practically speaking, when we buy an updated designed shirt, we do nothing t

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم My dear batchmate, Azmi was admitted to hospital two days back. He went through an appendectomy operation, Egyptians sound it 3amaliah ziyadah . The doctor removed his appendix, an extra part of cecum which does not have a definite function than a business for surgeons, as far as I know at least.  The background story of his case was quite tragic by the way. One week before, he went to see a doctor and had been missdiagnosed as having intestinal obstruction. The doctor prescribed him antibiotics and prokinetics as normal medications for a case of intestinal obstruction. Later on after several days passed, no reliable improvement could be seen. He went again to see a doctor, another doctor, Dr Sahir she was. Pain felt in his right iliac region drove Dr Sahir to do ultrasound examination. Once confirmed appendicitis, she scolded friends who brought Azmi to the hospital for not bringing him earlier as his appendix had ruptured! Perotinitis had occured i

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Today in outpatient clinic, I met an old woman aged nearly 80 years old with acute attack of angle closure glaucoma. She seemed to be very in pain with red eyes, and could not open her eyes for a long period. The doctor even could not do an applanation tonometry as she constantly moving her eyes. At last, the doctor just took her off with some medications.  She came with a 30-year-old-like woman. When the doctor asked the woman what is the age of the patient, she replied that she don't know it. An old woman like that came to clinic with a woman who didn't know her age. Sounds weird. I bet she was not her daughter. Another question pops out. Where are her children? With whom does she live? I wonder what would Egypt's president Abdel Fattah Al-Sisi and the previous corrupt leaders answer in front of Allah in the Mahsyar. Egyptians live in suffer while they sleep on money. Allahumman suril islam wal muslimeen.

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم One of the best part in my life is when nobody around in terms of nobody will disturb and distract me from focusing on what I want to do. Tea is there, computer is on, books are perfectly in position. Ah, that is so awesome. The journey of going through the books with the authors will be just amazing as laying on a beach chair at Pulau Kapas. New world is created and I could be anything I want. The new world is indeed so vast. Ah, tea is running out. Need to get another one.  Done.  Continue the journey.... Suddenly adhan heard. It is Asar time already. Feels like it is just Dhuhr couple minutes before. Then I realize, the journey actually may pass the time zone. It runs way faster than the normal. Let's just go to sleep and continue the journey the day after.

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Since lecture ended early as usual, I changed my direction to the outpatient clinic instead of my beloved, cozy room with perfect bed. I met Dr Mina, the resident in one of the room in the Ophthalmology department in the clinic. He greeted me well and even asked my name! That was a very melting way of greeting a disturbing student like me. "Assalamualaikum Dr, ana tholib sanah rab3a, mumkin bashuf some cases?" "Okay, sanah kam?" "Rab3a," "Mumkin 3arif ismak hadretak eh lau sama7t?" "Mina. What's your name?" "Muhammad," First patient was a middle age man with obviously small right eye. He had an atrohia bulbi secondary to a systemic disease which I forgot its name. Following patients were mainly myopes. They checked for their glasses powers. Dr Mina called me as he was doing the procedure for the first patient with myopia and taught me how to do it. First to read the p

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Although fourth year in Cairo University is considered a clinical year, I am just being in the real clinical year after the second semester started. The previous two rounds(Forensic and Public Health) weren't really clinical subjects. So Ophthalmology it is my first subject followed by Ear, Nose and Throat later.  After two days studying this subject and reading the books and atlas, I spotted at least two self-diagnosis problems in my eyes. Epicanthus and conjunctival naevus(I rather call it first level of Sharingan) without counting the (congenital) eye bags if it is accounted as a disease. If directional dyslexia is related to eye, it can also be included. Haha. Anyway alhamdulillah for these beautiful eyes. Without them, I could not even know how do I look like.

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم It was a very nice experience being a member of highest committee of tanzim in Egypt. Albeit I did achieve nothing, I learned a lot and the experience somehow has changed me at least minutely. Now many changes happen and new faces going in front replacing the former. Wherever we might be, there are always chances for us to do good deeds. As long as we aware of the biggest mission and always prepare ourselves to serve Him in any way. A task gets off and a new coming. Equip yourself, brother!

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم This article was written and posted 2 years ago in my batch blog. I wrote it with baris , so please read it. Heh.  عَن الْإِمْتِحَانِ الْإِمْتِحَانُ يَأْتِي مَرَّةً ثَانِبَةً وَهَذَا هُوَ شَيْءٌ عَادِيٌ فِي حَيَاتِنَا الطُّلَّابِ. وَعِنْدَمَا يَأْتِي الْإِمْتِحَانُ كُلُّنَا سَنَسْتَعِدُ نَفْسَنَا لِنُوَاجِهَ الْإِمْتِحَانَ بِالنَّجَاحِ. سَنَقْرَأُ وَ نُمَارِسُ التَّمَارِينَ وَ نَكْتُبُ الْمُلَاحَظَاتِ حَتَّى نَحْفَظَ كُلَّ شَيْئٍ مَكْتُوبٍ فِي الْكِتَابِ مِنْ أَصْغَرِ الْمَعْلُومَةِ إِلَى الْأَكْبَرِ. وَفِي وَقْتِئِذٍ سَنُصْبِحُ الطُّلَّابَ الْحَقِيقَةَ بِقِرِاءَةِ الْكُتُبِ لِكُلِّ وَقْتٍ لِكَيْ نَعْرِفَ كُلَّ شَيْئٍ لَمْ نَعْرِفْ قَبْلَهَا. إِذَا كَانَ الْإِمْتِحَانُ غَيْرَ مَوْجُودٍ بِالتَّأْكِيدِ لَنْ نَعْرِفَ وَ نَتَذَكَّرَ مَا دَرَسْنَا فِي الْجَامِعَةِ أَبَدًا. أَمَّا فِي هَذَا الْمَقَالِ لَا أُرِيدُ أَنْ أَتَكَلَّمَ عَنِ الْإِمْتِحَانِ أَوْ إِسْتِعْدَادِ الْإِمْتِحَانِ بَلْ سَأَتَكَلَّمُ عَنِ الْحَالِ الَّذِي سَيَحْدُثُ بَعْدَ الْإِمْتِ

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم My superseniors in medical school have finished their MBBCh final exam today and are currently waiting for the results. As usual, congratulations to all seniors though I don't really have a great connection with them. But at least I know most of them, the guys of course since I have almost nothing to do with girls here in my university except assignment-group work-university stuffs, etc. Otherwise I know nothing even things related to mushrif. May Allah accept all their efforts and give them best results. Meanwhile I am here waiting for another 3 years to complete this 6 year and a half course. Seeing colleagues graduating makes me feel much eager to finish this degree sooner. Then I just realize that I am just too kid to graduate. A baby clinical year student who just learns how to be a doctor. Be patient, dear. You still have much things out there to discover. And more importantly, I achieved nothing to be proud of. Not worth an Egyptian pound to pay

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم I always feel jealous of others who have sound hearts. They have no grudges, bad perceptions or feeling of sabotaging others. Ah, if there was a scientific laboratory test for indicating the level of heart contamination, I pretty sure my heart would be at the worst level. It is not an easy task to clean it and I really do adore my friends who can easily forgive people, help others and don't hesitate at all to appreciate everyone around them. I would probably die before achieving that level. You don't actually really need good physical and looks but a heart free from any bad feeling on people. You wouldn't even be able to get into Jannah with minute envy in the heart. The struggle of achieving a sound heart is a lifetime job. I have done many physical and mental works and I did succeed in most of them. But when it involves the heart, I am actually below the amature level.

بسم الله الرحمن الرحبم When you give something to a homeless, certainly he/she would thank you by saying prayers or at least 'thank you'. It is a manner to say thank you when people help or give present to you. That is for the side of recipient. As for the donor, it doesn't mean that a donor is at higher level than the recipient albeit apparently the donor the one who helps the recipient. But actually the presence of recipient has helped the donor to do good deeds and in fact even the money the donor used to do charity is from God and doesn't belong to anyone but Him. The most repected and noble person in front of Allah is indicated as regard the pious. As we give money to the homeless the best asnwer to reply when they say thank you is, "shokran lillah" which means "thank Allah" for everything comes from Him.

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Being in Egypt sometimes I feel like being in school. With many persatuan-oriented programs and the things related to it, it somehow makes me feel like 5 years ago. The self-made rules are making things more school-like. For me, university students should go beyond those levels. In fact, being overseas students is a very big advantage to gain more experiences. A study shows that human brain can give more creativity and good thoughts when it is in its default state which can be achieved by emptying mind from stuffs like monitoring lists, meetings, etc. When the default state achieved, it can freely think and make powerful imagination that can create new findings as iPhone, Microsoft and Facebook. As we are living with those stuffs 24 hours a day, we are actually controlled by the things we create. The bare ikhlas reason is not just enough to purify our actions, yes at the mininum level. Ah, it has nothing to do with that ikhlas-related matters. The ma

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Nothing to say and no need to say anything. What is needed is to do because the stage of speaking is not and never be the same as the stage of action. May this very short new year be better and a lot better. 0715, January 1 2015, Cairo.