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I Miss The Atmosphere

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

I've been here for 3 years and I don't think that I've gotten myself a better person or at least a different person in a good way. I went to Faris' home and he served me some food and drinks. We talked a lot and I really like that moment. When he gave me some taujihat I somehow felt a bit awkward. Lulz. Obviously my heart has turned badly dark. Then I realized that I've gone quite far from the supposed atmosphere. I miss the atmosphere living with people who have the same thought as me. I don't get that much here. 

I created my own team last year and we'd planned everything. Suddenly coup de tat happened and all my team members went back to Malaysia continuing their studies there. Great. I lost my team in a blink of an eye. I don't want to blame As-Sisi but he also take part in this case. He did the coup! So now I am really craving for a new team and I'm dreadly dying. Yet it's nonsense to regret and craving for something without doing nothing. I don't do feelings and crying. I'm not needing people to depend on, just I can't do my job perfectly without them. If I miss the atmosphere, then I've to make it in my place. I don't have anyone to make it for me.

Then when you've taken a decision, put your trust in Allah, certainly, Allah loves those who put their trust (in Him) [Ali Imran:159]

Let's move on. 

All is well.

Peace



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