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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم This article was written and posted 2 years ago in my batch blog. I wrote it with baris , so please read it. Heh.  عَن الْإِمْتِحَانِ الْإِمْتِحَانُ يَأْتِي مَرَّةً ثَانِبَةً وَهَذَا هُوَ شَيْءٌ عَادِيٌ فِي حَيَاتِنَا الطُّلَّابِ. وَعِنْدَمَا يَأْتِي الْإِمْتِحَانُ كُلُّنَا سَنَسْتَعِدُ نَفْسَنَا لِنُوَاجِهَ الْإِمْتِحَانَ بِالنَّجَاحِ. سَنَقْرَأُ وَ نُمَارِسُ التَّمَارِينَ وَ نَكْتُبُ الْمُلَاحَظَاتِ حَتَّى نَحْفَظَ كُلَّ شَيْئٍ مَكْتُوبٍ فِي الْكِتَابِ مِنْ أَصْغَرِ الْمَعْلُومَةِ إِلَى الْأَكْبَرِ. وَفِي وَقْتِئِذٍ سَنُصْبِحُ الطُّلَّابَ الْحَقِيقَةَ بِقِرِاءَةِ الْكُتُبِ لِكُلِّ وَقْتٍ لِكَيْ نَعْرِفَ كُلَّ شَيْئٍ لَمْ نَعْرِفْ قَبْلَهَا. إِذَا كَانَ الْإِمْتِحَانُ غَيْرَ مَوْجُودٍ بِالتَّأْكِيدِ لَنْ نَعْرِفَ وَ نَتَذَكَّرَ مَا دَرَسْنَا فِي الْجَامِعَةِ أَبَدًا. أَمَّا فِي هَذَا الْمَقَالِ لَا أُرِيدُ أَنْ أَتَكَلَّمَ عَنِ الْإِمْتِحَانِ أَوْ إِسْتِعْدَادِ الْإِمْتِحَانِ بَلْ سَأَتَكَلَّمُ عَنِ الْحَالِ الَّذِي سَيَحْدُثُ بَعْدَ الْإِ...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم My superseniors in medical school have finished their MBBCh final exam today and are currently waiting for the results. As usual, congratulations to all seniors though I don't really have a great connection with them. But at least I know most of them, the guys of course since I have almost nothing to do with girls here in my university except assignment-group work-university stuffs, etc. Otherwise I know nothing even things related to mushrif. May Allah accept all their efforts and give them best results. Meanwhile I am here waiting for another 3 years to complete this 6 year and a half course. Seeing colleagues graduating makes me feel much eager to finish this degree sooner. Then I just realize that I am just too kid to graduate. A baby clinical year student who just learns how to be a doctor. Be patient, dear. You still have much things out there to discover. And more importantly, I achieved nothing to be proud of. Not worth an Egyptian pound to pay...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم I always feel jealous of others who have sound hearts. They have no grudges, bad perceptions or feeling of sabotaging others. Ah, if there was a scientific laboratory test for indicating the level of heart contamination, I pretty sure my heart would be at the worst level. It is not an easy task to clean it and I really do adore my friends who can easily forgive people, help others and don't hesitate at all to appreciate everyone around them. I would probably die before achieving that level. You don't actually really need good physical and looks but a heart free from any bad feeling on people. You wouldn't even be able to get into Jannah with minute envy in the heart. The struggle of achieving a sound heart is a lifetime job. I have done many physical and mental works and I did succeed in most of them. But when it involves the heart, I am actually below the amature level.

بسم الله الرحمن الرحبم When you give something to a homeless, certainly he/she would thank you by saying prayers or at least 'thank you'. It is a manner to say thank you when people help or give present to you. That is for the side of recipient. As for the donor, it doesn't mean that a donor is at higher level than the recipient albeit apparently the donor the one who helps the recipient. But actually the presence of recipient has helped the donor to do good deeds and in fact even the money the donor used to do charity is from God and doesn't belong to anyone but Him. The most repected and noble person in front of Allah is indicated as regard the pious. As we give money to the homeless the best asnwer to reply when they say thank you is, "shokran lillah" which means "thank Allah" for everything comes from Him.

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Being in Egypt sometimes I feel like being in school. With many persatuan-oriented programs and the things related to it, it somehow makes me feel like 5 years ago. The self-made rules are making things more school-like. For me, university students should go beyond those levels. In fact, being overseas students is a very big advantage to gain more experiences. A study shows that human brain can give more creativity and good thoughts when it is in its default state which can be achieved by emptying mind from stuffs like monitoring lists, meetings, etc. When the default state achieved, it can freely think and make powerful imagination that can create new findings as iPhone, Microsoft and Facebook. As we are living with those stuffs 24 hours a day, we are actually controlled by the things we create. The bare ikhlas reason is not just enough to purify our actions, yes at the mininum level. Ah, it has nothing to do with that ikhlas-related matters. The ma...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Nothing to say and no need to say anything. What is needed is to do because the stage of speaking is not and never be the same as the stage of action. May this very short new year be better and a lot better. 0715, January 1 2015, Cairo.